I
was then S.P. in South Dinajpur. One day I went to Balurghat for an official
inspection of the local prison. While visiting the under trial prisoners’
cells, I pulled up short in front of a cell. I practically jumped out of my
skin seeing the man who sat there - painting.
‘Aren’t
you Agnideb ?’
Agnideb
looked up, also startled by my voice. ‘Sir? How are you?’ he said, getting to
his feet. In his hurry he inadvertently kicked the tins of paint sitting on the
floor. A scarlet river started flowing over the ochre hills on the canvas.
I
asked ‘Agnideb, why are you here? What is the matter?’
Agnideb
used to work under me in Bishnupur. He was a sub-inspector at that time. I had
heard that he had been promoted to the rank of Inspector. We had not been in
touch for a long time now.
‘Paying
for my actions, Sir.’
‘How
so?’
‘It
is a very long story, Sir. I’ll tell you one day.’
‘No,
no, I want to hear it today. Wait;’
I
asked the prison supervisor ‘What do you think, Sir? Would it be a problem?’
‘No, no, why should it be a problem? Come into
my office. We shall hear the story there.’ he said
The
tin of red paint had rolled to my feet. I picked it up and gave it to Agnideb.
Agnideb
started putting away the canvas and the paint cans.
‘Do
you still paint, Sir?’ he asked me.
‘Yes,
sometimes.’
The
vermillion paint was drying up, darkening, taking up the color of clotted
blood. Agnideb leaned the canvas against the far wall – it now looked like a
river of blood flowing on a pair of yellow clad luscious breasts. The prison
supervisor ordered tea and snacks for us in his office. Agnideb arrived shortly
afterwards.
Agnideb
started speaking.
‘A
few years back the court demanded a reinvestigation of a case. I was assigned
to do it. This was not a run of the mill case, Sir. By the way, do you remember
Anirban from Bishnupur? The artist?’
‘Anirban
who lived in Sankharipara? Didn’t his statue of the Goddess made of corkwood win
the first prize once?’
‘Anirban
was a wonderful painter. He was a stage decorator too. He met a girl called
Manisha during one of the events. You know Sir, Manisha was a very accomplished
singer. Her father and grandfather were famous musicians of the Bishnupuri School.
Manisha sang all types of songs – classical, Tagore’s songs, folk… She was
totally crazy about music. Her elder sister Bidisha was also musical – she
played the Sitar really well. But she did not make music her profession. She
taught in a college. Manisha stayed with her elder sister – their parents had
passed away a few years back. They sold their ancestral house and lived in a
flat at a place called Gopeswar Palli. Anirban and Manisha fell madly in love.
Inevitably, Manisha became Anirban’s ideal for his paintings. The statues he
made resembled Manisha more and more. Anirban introduced her to his parents. The
sweet girl soon became a favorite of his parents too.
One
afternoon Manisha came to see Anirban in his studio. She was dressed in a red
salwar suit that day. Dark luxurious hair cascaded down one shoulder, covering
her breasts. On the other shoulder a milk white scarf flowed down like a
mountain stream, over the contours of her body, touching the floor. Manisha looked
stunning that day. Anirban loved this erotic combination of black, white and
red. These three colors came back time and again in his paintings. That day
Manisha was the embodiment of Anirban’s artistic ideal. Anirban lost all
control and embraced Manisha. Manisha immediately turned to ice. She tried to
disengage herself from Anirban’s arms for some time in vain. And then she pushed
Anirban with all her force. She pulled herself together swiftly while Anirban
was getting to his feet.
‘Sorry
Anirban’, she said ‘we have our whole lives in front of us. Why hurry?’
Anirban
almost shriveled in shame. But next day onwards Manisha was back to her normal self. The
same tinkling laugh, same affectionate messages, same exuberance”…
The
first round of tea and snacks were long since consumed. The Supervisor had left
the room on some errand. He now came back, his orderly bringing in another
round of tea.
Sipping
the hot tea I said ‘Please continue, Agnideb’.
Agnideb
started again. ‘Yes Sir. A few days after this incident Manisha invited Anirban
to her home. In the afternoon. Bidisha was in her college. Anirban was
impatient and reached a bit early, at around 11.30 am. He saw that Manisha was
cooking for him.’
Agnideb
stopped speaking.
‘And
then? Why are you stopping, Agnideb?’ I asked impatiently.
Agnideb
spoke. It was almost a soliloquy. ‘About two hours later, Anirban walked to the
police station alone and declared calmly ‘I have murdered Manisha
Bandopadhyay’.
The
police went to Manisha’s home with Anirban. Found Manisha on the kitchen floor,
dead.
I
stopped Agnideb and asked ‘What did the post-mortem report say?’
‘Murder
by throttling, Sir. She was asphyxiated. No signs of sexual assault.’
The
Supervisor broke the silence. ‘Strange!’ he said.
‘Didn’t
the police charge him with murder?’ I asked.
Agnideb
said ‘They did, Sir. The police charged him based on circumstantial evidence.’
‘Then
why did the court order a reinvestigation?’ I asked, surprised.
‘For
a very strange reason, Sir. Although Anirban confessed that he had murdered
Manisha, he never talked about why he did it or under what circumstances. He
did not say one word in spite of multiple interrogations. So the Magistrate
wanted a new investigation, and I was appointed to carry it out.’
Agnideb
continued ‘I understood that it was essential to have Anirban’s statement. I
met him in the prison. Ordinary stature, a full beard. A totally serene look in
his eyes. But Anirban did not speak to me, not a single word. I left
disappointed. I returned to the prison a couple of days later. This time I
asked the Superintendant’s help and went straight to his cell. Anirban was
immersed in his painting. Blood red paint spilled on the milk white canvas,
flowing towards a black nothingness. I said ‘Life’s blood in death’s tresses’.
Anirban raised his eyes to my face.
And
asked in a surprised tone ‘You paint too, Sir?’
I
said ‘I do, but not as well as you. Your painting is beautiful.’
Anirban
started cleaning the brushes and said ‘I shall reply to all your questions
today, Sir. You are an artist. You’ll understand.’
Agnideb
stopped. ‘Sir, if you don’t mind, may I make a request?’ he asked me.
‘Yes,
of course’ I said.
‘Sir,
Anirban is in this prison as well. Why don’t you hear from him what happened on
that day?’
I
turned to the Supervisor and asked hesitantly ‘Is it possible, Sir?’
‘Why
not? I will call him.’ And Anirban was summoned immediately;
Anirban
came. Long wavy hair, tranquil eyes. He looked at me for a long time and asked
‘Are you an artist?’
‘Oh,
I do draw once in a while. How did you know?’
‘Artists’
eyes are always different. Moist with love.’
‘Sit
down, Anirban. I want to hear from you what happened on that day.’
‘But
I have told him everything’ Anirban said, pointing to Agnideb.
‘I
want to hear it from you, in your own words.’
Maybe
there was something in my voice. I don’t know. But Anirban started talking.
‘It
was a hot sultry afternoon, the last month of the Bengali year. Manisha had
invited me to her home. I was inebriated with happiness. When I reached her
house, I heard a lone cuckoo singing somewhere. Manisha opened the door. She
was in a red cotton sari, one end draped around her slender waist. She had a
small dot painted on her forehead. Her hair was casually tied in a loose
chignon. I went and sat on the sofa in their front room. I could see the
kitchen clearly from where I sat. Manisha talked to me while cooking. Her elder sister being
absent, she chattered on easily. She looked like a little housewife cooking in
that kitchen. She said that she was preparing a special dish for me – a pilaf
with chicken. She put in sliced onion rings in a wok and removed them once
golden. Added ghee to the same wok and put in the chicken pieces. Manisha’s
white slender fingers were moving the spatula, almost like a painter’s brush
strokes. She poured a cup of water and kept adding different types of spices.
The whole place was filled with a wonderful aroma. She tipped half cooked
Basmati rice into the pan. After stirring it for some time, she picked up the
little bowl of milk soaked saffron. As soon as she poured the mixture on the
rice, a bright color spread over the rice, orange as flames. Her fingers were
stained orange too. An intoxicating aroma enveloped us.
‘Do
you know, Anirban, Saffron is really an aphrodisiac?’ Manisha suddenly said.
‘Cleopatra bathed in saffron to arouse her lovers.’
‘Yes,
I know’ I said. My head was spinning.
Manisha
was adding more spices – mace, nutmeg, some other spices too. A sharp sweet
intoxicating aroma was inviting all my senses ‘come, come’. Manisha smiled at me – a strange,
sensual smile. She sprinkled a handful off almonds on the pilaf. My tongue dry,
my voice a whisper, I said ‘Do you know, Manisha, in ancient Greece virgins
slept with almonds under their pillows and spent the night drowned in the
caresses of their future husbands’. Manisha turned her swan-like neck and
smiled sweetly ‘Yes, I know.’ I steeled myself with great effort and continued sitting on the
sofa.
Anirban
stopped to catch his breath.
‘What
happened then?’ I asked impatiently.
Anirban
started again. ‘After that, Manisha started adding bright red pomegranate seeds
to the dish. Seeds as red and as juicy as her lips. She told me ‘Look, this is
pomegranate – the tree planted by Aphrodite herself’. The fire kissed blood red
pomegranate seeds seemed to set my blood on fire. The dish was nearly done. Now
Manisha took out a strange vial. ‘Look Anirban, my uncle brought me this spice
from the Egyptian spice market in Istanbul. It is called ‘Mystery Spice’. Smell
it – see how wonderful it smells’. She started sprinkling the silver grains
into the vessel. The whole room was enveloped in a strange odor. It started
penetrating my entire being, digging like a prehistoric monster. The blood in
my veins turned to liquid lava - hot, molten, and destructive. I knew that
Manisha did not want me to touch her. But her red sari, the white tiles of her
kitchen, her abundant black hair now loose and mussed and that strong erotic
aroma started pulling me towards Manisha. I approached her silently and
smoothly, like a slithering reptile. The smell in the kitchen was lustier,
sharper, and stronger.
I
grabbed Manisha. She started to struggle to free herself. Manisha’s body smelt
of the spices, combined with her own body odors. It sent waves of excitement
and desire through my blood stream. The smell was everywhere – in her fingers,
her neck, her throat, her breasts….I drowned myself in that smell, the smell of
her body. Passionately, heedlessly, thirstily. Mansiha started screaming; ‘Let
go of me’. I tried to silence her, my hand on her mouth. She gradually became silent,
totally silent. She crumpled under my hand. I lay her down on the white kitchen
floor, like a white swan with a broken neck. Then I walked to the police
station.’
Anirban
staggered out of the room. The supervisor rose to call him back. I gestured.
‘Let him go’.
After
a few moments of stunned silence I asked ‘But Agnideb, why are you here?’
Agnideb
started speaking softly. ‘A day after Anirban confided in me, I asked for an
interview with Manisha’s elder sister Bidisha because I wanted to clarify
certain points. Bidisha asked me to come in the evening. She opened the door as
soon as I rang the bell. She was in a red silk sari, her hair untied. She
probably had no time to change out of workaday clothes. I went and sat on the
same sofa in the front room. Bidisha went into the kitchen to make tea. She sat
down next to me.
‘You
know, Anirban really loved Manisha’ she said. ‘I still can’t figure out why he
did this.’ I asked
her all the questions I had to ask. She replied. Cried some. It was getting
late. Suddenly Bidisha said ‘Listen, if
you’re not in a hurry, why not have dinner with me? I’ll cook something. I live
alone, so most of the time I don’t even feel like cooking’. Bidisha, in her red
sari and her tumbling hair, looked very alluring. I could not refuse her. I
thought I’ll put my remaining questions to her while we eat.
Bidisha
went into the kitchen to cook. ‘You do eat chicken, don’t you?’ she asked from
the kitchen. ‘I am making a new dish – pilaf with chicken. It won’t take long.
What do you prefer – sweet or savoury?’ She kept up the chatter as she put the chicken pieces in the
wok. Added rice. Her fingers were stained in orange as she added the saffron
dissolved in milk. The pilaf was now dressed in mace, saffron, nutmeg and other
spices. The room was enveloped in its wonderful aroma. Bidisha then added
pomegranate seeds – round luscious beads like red rubies. A kind of wild
excitement seeped into me, made my blood hot. She sprinkled a handful of
almonds, followed by silvery grains, saying ‘it’s almost done’. The strange exotic
odor was driving me mad. I gripped the armrest – trying to control myself.
I
couldn’t see Bidisha clearly anymore. She became hazy. The white tiled walls of
the kitchen were full of blood red Shimul flowers and dark dense clouds. A
strong sweet aroma pulled me inexorably towards the kitchen. I didn’t want to
go there. I couldn’t resist. I approached her silently and smoothly, like a
slithering reptile…Agnideb stopped and covered his face with his hands. I sat there silently for a
long time. Then I left.
I
went home late that night.
As
soon as Mou opened the door, a pungent sweet smell assailed my senses. Mou had a spatula in her hand. Her fingers were
stained orange.
‘What
are you cooking?’ I asked
‘Chicken
Pilaf. You know, uncle returned from Istanbul today. He has brought me a
special spice from the Egyptian spice market….’
‘Mystery
spice?’ I cut her off, before she had finished speaking.
Instead
of replying, Mou suddenly screamed ‘Why have you got blood on your hands?’
I
had not realized that Agnideb’s red paint was on my hand.
KALYAN
MUKHOPADHYAY
(TRANSLATED BY
APARAJITA SEN)