I AM YOU
(Dark Poetry)
Yes! I am here,
feeble mind Light Dreamer. Writhe and squirm.
I dare you, Mind
Rider! To moan, struggle, and scream.
You wish to ride
my mind? Let me show you my realm.
And I shall be
able to invade your own thoughts and dream.
I, the King of
Darkness, alone, know all of your hopes and fears.
I shall stir them
with my trident; and your eyes will flow with bloody tears.
In my kingdom,
all your ramblings and mumblings, no one hears.
Even if they do,
no one shall come to help you. For no one really cares.
My long, thorny
fingers shall probe the deepest part of your mind.
Your darkest
secrets and weakness, my sharp claws shall find.
I shall bring
forth to open; everything your heart has hidden behind.
And with them, I
shall endlessly torture you, until your soul becomes blind.
Watch with your
mother’s eyes, as I make your virgin child cry.
My minions shall
ravish her body roughly. She will wish to die.
You will cry for
justice; but I shall make the law, your appeals, to deny.
Look at her,
languishing in shame. And the layers of covers she will hide and lie
Watch as your
beloved friends gloat. And your love, they will gleefully betray.
They shall stab
your back, and gossip lies. They will hinder your plans, and block your way.
Inside my hellish
cage, you cannot escape. You will forever stay
I shall make your
friends control you; so your trust in them will sway.
Your pure mind, I
shall throw it to the furnace. And let it burn in scorching fire.
In your weak
moments, I shall inflame your fleshly desire.
You shall yearn,
and arouse your guardian angel’s ire.
And I shall every
month, strum your hormonal lyre.
It is futile, for
you to run to your sanctuary and hide.
I shall command
my molding worms to spread out, far and wide.
Wherever you go,
my spiders, snakes, and rats will search like ocean’s tide
They shall devour
all your castles, and your colorful rainbow slide.
Watch that tiny
fetus, jerking in its novice mother’s womb.
The sharp prongs
will skewer, smash and stir it to its early tomb.
Listen to the
priest, chanting for hours an old Latin prayer.
And the Mother
Superior and fellow nuns join the litany of its biological father.
Watch those
innocent young children, filled with undiluted terror.
As they bend
their naked bodies, and be assaulted with lustful fervor.
Lo! Behold asses
and cunts! Batteries and chilies, replace the flesh horror
And the beatings
they get, for screaming pain in candor.
Watch the
pleasure, in the eyes of the interrogating torturers.
As they stab,
cut, and electrocute, the inmates and war prisoners.
It is so familiar
with the glint in the eyes of sadistic health officers.
As they apply the
torques, the pumps and surgical cutters
Watch those
helpless wives and forsaken women.
See how they
carry the physical, financial and emotional burden.
Same as those
paid whores, treated as animals, freely beaten.
They will not be
heard nor believed; but ordered for their plights to remain hidden.
Watch those
dainty tiger and lion pussycats.
Their furs
burned, and flesh oozing with pus from fresh cuts.
See those dogs
fight each other to live; or be thrown to the river like rats.
Large elephants
and rhinos bleed to death, missing their tusks.
Yes! I shall also
invade your life in reality.
I will show more
than these, to break your sanity.
You will vomit;
you will stop seeing the Light of Life with clarity.
Your Logic will
be obscured, in gruesome apathy.
Your Gods of
Faith and Reason will not be able to help you.
In my kingdom,
you shall return; and lust for more view.
Inhumane Cruelty
and perverted Lust shall become your thrill.
You shall be my
minion with bloodied hands; and forever enjoy the kill.
I have enjoyed
watching you try to fight me and squirm.
You have given me
delight, with your hopeless scream.
Your fallible
Faith and Love, I have skimmed off like cream.
You are destined
to be me, for I am now your dream.
2.
FIGHT OR FLIGHT
Forever fleeting like a candle light
Looming shadow bringing not peace but fright
Like a roaring thunder deep in the night
Makes my heart stop, then beat with sudden might
A fear that puts my feet in hurried flight
Not knowing if everything is alright
Or even if running away is right
That has placed me in a situation tight
For I know it is either fight or flight
And I know if my hands should start a fight
I cannot stop until death is at sight
Control is not one of my spirits light
To allow the devil out is my fright
That is blowing out the candle at night
A past I have conquered with the Lord’s might
I rather choose a coward’s way of flight
After I’ve seen everyone is alright
And I have done everything that is right
Then I can move with a plan that is tight
For I know deep in my heart, it is either fight or
flight
And I know if my hands should start a fight
I cannot stop until death is at sight
3.
HEALING ANGEL
(Song writing :)
You came into my
life like an angel
You are my Healing
Angel from above
My Healing Angel,
gentle as a dove
Come to me, my
Healing Angel
Lift me up to the
seventh level
Healing Angel, come
and be mine
Don’t leave me
hanging on line
Healing Angel, be
my star
Don’t let my pains,
push you afar
Healing Angel, ride
in my car
I will strum for
you my guitar
Healing Angel, let
love flow
Show me your loving
face glow
Healing Angel, give
me a smile
Let passions ignite,
for a while
Healing Angel, let
me kiss you
Hold me tight,
inside your wings
Healing Angel, let
me kiss you
Hold me tight,
inside your wings
[By: Lilian Dipasupil Kunimasa]