I HAD A DREAM.
I had a dream last night.
Hands were trying to grasp
me from the ground and up
above.
All of my fears seemed to
come alive at once. My
heart raced as my emotions
ranged from fear to ecstasy
and beyond.
It was as if everyone I loved
surrounded me at once. Some
coming from up above. I was
surrounded, it felt so surreal.
Now I sit here trying to decipher
what it all meant. Where did it
all come from and what are they
trying to tell me?
I am not sure what it all meant.
But all I can say for sure is that
all my thoughts, dreams and
worries came to life, swallowing
me up.
SOME BARING OF MY SOUL.
I am warm as lava, heat of
frustration is in my veins.
I am not even near where I
feel that I should be emotionally.
There is a knot in the pit of my
stomach. It tries to eat away at
my mind and soul.
I ask myself "Am I doing all that
I need to do for being humane
and empathetic?" My soul is
filled with turmoil.
I know I am in a better position
than many. I am healthy and
provide for myself but what
about love?
I am so very distrustful. I am
afraid to bare too much of
myself due to fear of rejection.
When I do bare it, something
happens making me want to
retreat back into my world.
I know that is not a healthy
way to live life. This has been
my world for so long now.
I should probably end this. Do
not worry, I am steadily taking
each day as it comes. Thanks
for reading my rambling.
NEVER GIVE UP
Don’t let bad days get you down,
turning your smiling mouth in to
a frown.
We spend so much time, putting
up doors, being afraid of
life’s horrors.
It’s okay to fall in love,
to feel in your heart,
like a peaceful dove.
Sometimes things, can
break right through,
creating hardships
for yours and you.
No matter how many
times you fall, you can
pull yourself up with
every little crawl.
I had a dream last night.
Hands were trying to grasp
me from the ground and up
above.
All of my fears seemed to
come alive at once. My
heart raced as my emotions
ranged from fear to ecstasy
and beyond.
It was as if everyone I loved
surrounded me at once. Some
coming from up above. I was
surrounded, it felt so surreal.
Now I sit here trying to decipher
what it all meant. Where did it
all come from and what are they
trying to tell me?
I am not sure what it all meant.
But all I can say for sure is that
all my thoughts, dreams and
worries came to life, swallowing
me up.
SOME BARING OF MY SOUL.
I am warm as lava, heat of
frustration is in my veins.
I am not even near where I
feel that I should be emotionally.
There is a knot in the pit of my
stomach. It tries to eat away at
my mind and soul.
I ask myself "Am I doing all that
I need to do for being humane
and empathetic?" My soul is
filled with turmoil.
I know I am in a better position
than many. I am healthy and
provide for myself but what
about love?
I am so very distrustful. I am
afraid to bare too much of
myself due to fear of rejection.
When I do bare it, something
happens making me want to
retreat back into my world.
I know that is not a healthy
way to live life. This has been
my world for so long now.
I should probably end this. Do
not worry, I am steadily taking
each day as it comes. Thanks
for reading my rambling.
NEVER GIVE UP
Don’t let bad days get you down,
turning your smiling mouth in to
a frown.
We spend so much time, putting
up doors, being afraid of
life’s horrors.
It’s okay to fall in love,
to feel in your heart,
like a peaceful dove.
Sometimes things, can
break right through,
creating hardships
for yours and you.
No matter how many
times you fall, you can
pull yourself up with
every little crawl.
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