Life is a teacher.., fine , agreed but I think we can teach
ourselves equally good lessons., life is tough,,, and the moment we think life
can't get any worse , it gives us nightmares like rotational dynamics.., ya, I don’t
like it ... I don’t get physics, I just can't do it,, doesn’t seem like worth
it,, but life is weird.., maybe I start loving physics soon, and do something
in physics,,, till then I’m pretty happy with maths and chem.,,, it's fun..,
maths is entertaining... Ok, fine, that wasn't a very good adjective for maths but
who cares ,, it's how I feel about it, and I have always learnt that you should
never care about what others think about you.., and what they say,, just forget
the world man,,, live life king size.., life is really very short to spend it
on useless people who have immense amount of useless time to spend on useless people
like you,., fine not u , useless people like me.., like seriously here I’m
struggling with this thing called time management, ., I suck at it big time.., and
then you see rest of the world, having enough time to talk about you .., and what
hurts the most is the fact that most of these people are better than you even
if you work harder than them... This is pissin off ... obviously, you work so
much and so many people., who don’t work are always better than you ,., worst
thing, my case,, hard work is inversely proportional to success,,, the harder you
work, the worse it gets.... Funny, isn't it? Bt it's fine., I m not here to
compete..Ok, I’m ,, everyone is... as in you know, People start early,,, I was
pretty late.., I m still.. but it's not true that if you start late you can't
finish early, .., Ok, finish is far.. so rather, it's not that you can't reach your
goal soon,,, it's not tough... fine it's all plain philosophy,, I have no
idea.,, I started late,, I’m struggling,, but I m better,, better than
before,,, in these 8-9 months I have learnt, if not much,,, something at least,,,
you don’t have to excel everywhere, ,, it's not even possible.., I am happy I'm trying.., I won't give up,,, giving up
looks simple., it is also,, but it's painful,, not now, in future, ,, now it
might seem like a very good option,, trust me,, expert opinions, it's not,,,
giving up is always an option,, but it's never my choice, ., and I hope it
never becomes.., so.. Life, get ready,,, I'll make your life hell.... wow..
nice! I am ready for anything you offer me now.., I m not scared anymore,,, u have
showed me so many failures , nothing bothers me now.., there's a limit to which
life can pull u down, ,, it's like a trampoline .., the lower u go,,, the
higher u rise,,, I’m not even kidding. !, I m confident now,,, I have faith in
myself.. I can do anything da... and I don’t care about the world... now its
the time to show them what I m made of.., I'm not weak, , critics have made me
strong... people have made strong.... I’m not afraid of anything anymore,,,
bring it on,,, let's see who wins,, me or me? There's no one in the world for
me except them...
[VEDATROYEE DE GHOSH: CLASS
XII]